Just like that I began to hate myself.

This is my strange blog where I will post stupid irrelevant things like my feelings .

xosamanthaaa asked: its fine lmao

okay anywhoooooooooooooooo hows florida?

XOSAMANTHAAA

Wow. I ANSWED THE QUESTION. but it didnt show up.

xosamanthaaa asked: lol its fine. do the kids in your school wear band name?

Band name? Like band shirts from hot topic and stuff if that yea some do this group of kids always wear their asking Alexsandra shirts, pirce the vile and stuff like that, I do sometimes too but not those bands like nevershoutnever and the gorillaz are some of the band shirts i own, but if you ment brand clothes ye,. It gets annoying they will walk around with dr.dre beats but no iPod just so everyone knows they have them….they always wear obey hats and the hundreds things, basically they always want to look like they have “swag” all the time.

xosamanthaaa asked: awesome. so send me a picture of yourself?

Why? There is nothing specal about me.

xosamanthaaa asked: im homeschooled and im a sophomore ; what about you ?

I’m a freshmen and go to public school, well starting in the fall i’ll officially be in high school, but I already passed eighth I’m off for summer now.

xosamanthaaa asked: lmfao omg. the younger generation kids are horrible, the more younger the more slutty -.- ; idk why they go around fighting other kids and then they say there against bullying and its wrong and they all wore the peace sign necklace, thats such bullshit. there all such hypocrites, everyone is a hypocrite though. i don't go to school anymore, but i wish i could see what high school is like. i want to see how the popular kids act.

What grade are you in? And yes they are getting much much worse but one day kids will be less sluty and going out with someone will mean something.

xosamanthaaa asked: lol wow. i know that all the popular kids probably lost there virginity already. there all so perfect though well some of them. they look like perfection -.-

Some are very pretty and I’m here just like blah, but about all or them not being a virgin im not sure, I know some have like this one time last year a girl was like I’m gonna have a baby I was like BITCH you are in the 8th grade, you have a D average and your boyfriend barely knows how to spell his own name., I knew it wasn’t real but they told everyone…..if that were me I wouldn’t tell everyone. But they bragged about having sex and whatever and after like 6 months or whatever no belly she said the baby had died because they weren’t ready and now they still brag about having sex.

xosamanthaaa asked: i love piercings and tattoo`s. have you ever talked to any of the popular kids? what color is your hair?

I do too but they get it because they want to show it off and have a reson to show of their stomachs cause its pierced. My hair is like really dark brown almost black. Um and talked to them like have me call them friends no, but maybe once or twice like, I know who and they know me cause the we have had a class togeather and they have asked to copy homework or borrow a pencil or something like that

xosamanthaaa asked: how do you dress? what do you like? i know and girls be shaving there heads and shit. aren't girls suppose to have hair? o.o and you know girls who have curly hair let there hair out and it looks like an afro!

I like simple classy you can say: cardigans, button ups, flow-ey tops, and for pants skinny jeans I like them in khaki color a lot too. And lucky for me the shaving hasn’t got in style but all girls want to get percings on their eyebrow or belly button. And so far 2 girls have Afros but they dont look that bad, I’m always tempted to touch tho it looks so fluffy.

xosamanthaaa asked: the thing thats in right now i think is cheetah ; everyone does it. everyone is wearing those baggy tanks with combat boots. i dont have cheetah but i do have combat boots. i like dressing like a rockstar. i cant really wear the clothes i want cus im fat. but im into ripped jeans and graphic tees !

Yup cheetah is very in at the moment, no joke a boy has cheeta print shaved into the side of his head but that’s not the worst at my school this boy who is sadly obsessed with hollister got the bird seagul thing shaved into his head. I wear. I’m not sure what I really wear I wear all kinds of things but I struggle to find something that makes me look not fat and okay, like I wad dress shopping for the school dance and it is hell. Although I did find one 390 stores later and I think I look okay-ish.

xosamanthaaa asked: i tried to fight some girl once and the bitch had me on the floor crying. i got my asd rocked haha lmfao. tell me how the popular kids dress

That’s why o rather keep that question un answered. Okay so let’s start off with the girls: short shorts and a dressy top. Boys (they all wear the same thing) : cargo shorts white v neck and snap backs.

xosamanthaaa asked: lmao, omg. i guess everywhere's the same, all the popular kids belong together. what kind of nationality are they? i know right, they all say they hate drama yet they would end up fighting someone. i actually admit i like drama, but im scared to get involved in it!

Omg same. I love hearing about the drama like blah blah said shi about blah blah’s boyfriend and now they are goingt fight. I love seeing girl fights cause it is hysterical they always be pulling the hair trying to rip it off. And like in mean girls me and my friends call them the plastics, for the super fake ones that are really annoying everyone else is the pop-you-las. And if I ever got in a fight I’m not sure if I would get my ass beat or actually do good, but I’m to scared to find out.

xosamanthaaa asked: lmao! how are they idiots? where do you live? i live in florida. let me guess everyone in your school is blonde or red head now? thats what everyone is doing now.

Cause they are stupid they all think they are the shit and don’t have anything better but to start drama and be annoying. I hate them all. I live in California, and yea they are all getting extensions that are some “ratchet” colors like bright bright red and going blonde, the other day a girl said “cause blondes have more fun” as a caption on a picture of her newly dyed blonde hair, and now everyone is going blonde.

xosamanthaaa asked: so like what school do you go to? how old are you? are you one of those popular people in school? lol

I go to a school that is fuilled with idiots, I’m 14, omg popular no. I have like 2 maybe 3 friends. My mom is friends with more people at my school than me.